You ever wake up around someone and not know what is going on? You know that point where you are half awake and you imagine things that are not there? Anyway my sleep was like that last night and it was scary, my dad is on oxygen and you are not supposed to have any open flames around or anything, so twice last night i woke up and could swear i heard the flick of a lighter, in my muddled state i had to get up and strain my eyes to see if he was awake and trying to smoke. Then i woke up and could only see the shadow of something that looked like he was slumped over in his chair, like he was dead. Man i wonder how i will feel in comparison to this when he actually dies. It is a pretty scary thing, to think that someone who can guide and love you unconditionally will just go away someday, that the only thing left of them will be the resonance of their love and life transmitted through your own love and life.
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