Friday, April 17, 2009

Bound to Happen

I wonder how many have this idea and then just quit doing it, i think i'll just cut back and cut back and then probably quit doing it. Seeing how i never get responses or anything else. Hmm maybe it is just a good self therapy, yeah thats right, who gives a fuck ced, you know whats what.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Ehh

thought i would share this beautiful voice.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Shut it

Just shut your mouth, sometimes it feels as if no-one is looking at each other, even the people we are close to, or the people we want to be close to. I was thinking that it would be so beneficial if everyone could just meditate on who people are as opposed to what the do, and i mean actually meditate, quiet your mind with these people, as opposed to watching tv, or sharing a conversation, just share your quiet self with that person or people, and they do the same to you. I guess i could justify and say i have done this already and i do this with people, but honestly that is something i have never done. Just let the outside world escape you, around somebody you are comfortable doing it with of course, actual meditation, not the things i have done that emulate the feeling i imagine you would get from doing this, they are always things that involve some sort of outside stimulus. I bet that this is so healthy for whoever does this, just letting each other go into nothing but their own breathing and body conciousness, letting each other breath. Mehh.


Saturday, April 11, 2009

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Burnouts for the win

Man, soreness is a feeling that is horrible and great at the same time. I wonder if people are like muscles, if they have to tear apart before they can build and become stronger, and then if they need resistance to tone themselves.

Thinking and thinking and eventually head explodes

I was thinking about how much i think about, not how often or how much i think about one thing, just how many thoughts go through my head and have been through my head. Then i think about how i have thought archetypes, which dictates what thoughts i am thinking, then i try and think of what i think about to determine what archetype i manifest and why. Why, How, When, Where, Who-ha, blah, blah, hmm, blah, hmm...

For instance i was thinking about how all different activities we perform require a different rhythm of how we breath and move and think, that if you tune your body the rhythm will become like a song of all the things your body is doing and make better and better music the more you practice. Maybe not better, just more expressive and fulfilling.



Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Oh Gods

Why is this happening to me?
All I wanted was new life for my son to grow up free
And now you took the only thing that meant anything to me
I'll never fly again, I'll hang up my wings


Thrice is slowly becoming my favorite band